[intro] [verse 1] Wanting, watching, debating, on which way to run to, haunted, voices, craving, someone to run to, [pre-chorus] I haven't lost myself in a long time, I never tried to care when I wanted to, I just want to be part of something, I just want to be real like you [chorus] Sometimes, I feel like a monster, and times, I feel like a saint, I'm on my knees, you're my favorite disease [verse 2] Silent, warnings, tell me, that I've let things come, undone, show me, teach me, the way to heaven, ‘cause no other way can, [pre-chorus] I haven’t lost myself in a long time, I never tried to care when I wanted to, I just wanted to be part of something, I just wanted to be real like you [chorus] Sometimes, I feel like a monster, and times, I feel like a saint, I'm on my knees, you're my favorite disease [bridge] Closer, closer, closer to you, I need to be closer, i have closure, and get closer to you, every step I take [chorus] Sometimes, I feel like a monster, and times, I feel like a saint, I'm on my knees, you're my favorite disease And I love the way you kill me, love the way you heal me, [chorus] Sometimes, I feel like a monster, and times, I feel like a saint, I'm on my knees, you're my favorite disease And I love the way you kill me, love the way you heal me... (end on Gm)